Escorting leads to Same-Sex Exploration?
I am a woman who loves beautiful women. I am, however, picky. I like girls who have high morals, very simple, humble, genuine, intelligent, cultured, artistic, and naturally beautiful. Initially, women never appealed to me in a sexual way. However, once I was fully acquainted with the escort world, I started to become more open in my sexuality. My preference is strongly for men, but I do admit that I have a deep attraction to a minority of women occasionally. My interest actually started when I encountered women who acted playful with me. My big natural boobs were always a subject of fascination among escorts in the brothel, as I was usually the only lady with big naturals. So mild flirtations occurred, where women would playfully grab my breasts or ask to see them. One girl went to the extreme of always groping me and rubbing her face in my boobs as a gesture of greeting. Of course, it was all innocent. Moreover, it’s typical of escorts in a brothel to be touchy with co-workers in a non-sexual way. But then I discovered that some women actually do get more intimate, and I started to think about it. My problem now is I’m not attracted to ‘working’ girls despite how beautiful some of them were. The exception was a lady I met while working overseas. We became friends at work (escorting), and were often lost in hours of conversation during the ‘in-between’ periods of clients. She was nearly 10 years older than myself….and I felt, like me, she was not a typical working girl. She was educated, well-traveled, and had such an elegant demeanour. She did escorting for short periods. Then with the money earned she traveled the world to further her career in International Relations. I admired her…and had a crush, but it was not sexual. It was more of a longing for affection... A month ago, I decided to try something. I had sex with a woman. I didn’t like the sex part, but it was something I was curious to try. She was a girl who fit my particular tastes..she was exotic. She’s a lovely person, but the whole experience made me realize that my body craves only men. I did enjoy the touching and caresses, but the actual sex part with a woman is not something I lusted for. She ended up spending the night. In the morning, she started to touch my body in sexual ways ..but it seemed strange. I wasn’t interested. Rather I missed him, my ex. My ex-fiancee and I speak everyday, and I told him about my experience with the lady. He was angry. I always would tell him that I wanted to be with a girl, and he hated the idea. He was fiercely jealous.He said he hates the idea of sharing me with anyone, even a woman. The urge to be with a woman comes and goes, yet it isn’t sexual per say. Perhaps it is my longing for female solidarity, or a longing to be near someone who has experienced the same pain. What I realized is that sexuality is not fixed, but rather it’s fluid.
DATE OF PUBLISHING
11-JAN-2011
SOURCE LINK
https://exoticescortdiary.com/2011/01/11/escorting-leads-to-bisexuality/