I had a Pimp
My name used to be Allure. I had a pimp though. We used Backpage. I think what psychologically screwed me up from the escorting was seeing men as the superior when I was raised to be an individual and equal w/men. Our pimp was never mean, cept called us bitches sometimes, but he treated us like lil housewives when we weren’t on the track or seeing a trick. I got used to speaking when spoken to, obeying, and fucking him when he wanted it, even if I didn’t want to. Eventually I left, but I still continued to do it b/c the money was so good. And then I started having feelings for one of my regular tricks who would always have me stay the whole weekend w/him. He offered me a place to stay so I could go back to school .. eventually we got married .. But the hoeing still haunts me. My personality is not the same. I am so hostile and hard and unemotional and can’t trust .. escorting is good money, but not not good for you mentally.
DATE OF PUBLISHING
20-JAN-2016
SOURCE LINK
https://medium.com/@jmgustafs85/my-name-used-to-be-allure-855ccd51ebbe#.jn42gkssk